Has my childhood affected me?

Brian thankz for answering mu question bro about the glutamine problem... look man i dont have any of this problem you have im good im leaving life to the fullest but i do have this problem like a desease and this thing is really depressing but im not gonna let me down even though theres no cure for it im just using what the doctors gave me and everithing look normal but sometimes it dont but i dont care caz things happen for a reason.. so bro just live life man dont be depress just do your thing have a family and live life...... i was laso depress like literally wanting to not live but its just a disease that doesnt mean anything be thankful you dont have cancer thats something that means DEATH.... so just spend time with your friends if you dont have parent close to you..... and the most important thing get a girlfriend bro thats changes your life alot